 | You want on this. Jump aboard. Buckle up. This ride is fast. It does not last. Will not change. I will not fall. No way to fail. You wanna ride. A go at it. Fix me maybe. Yet I know need. and have no need. Like me. Dig my groove. Think so. My representative. Or what you see. Who am I. Oh you know. Glasses hide. If only. None of that. Absolutely not. Ride it. Live it. Love me true. There is no last. Only at. |
| I would give my hours to see you for a second. Walk for days to hold you in my arms closely. Climb to the top of the earth to keep you warm. Yet we hardly know the way each other thinks. How can a yearning exist for want of presents. The way our souls mesh as our fingers interlace. Desires to pull you in and have you close to me. I would give up so much for my breath on you. Leave from life's chore to get from you my fix. Run from the things I am supposed to do and be. You satisfy my thirst when heart race is my want. Wait to taste your flesh to savor the moment here. Things I would do to see if this is more than chance. Come to you in the nights middle to hear my name. Your lips say things that only my passions can hear. How ever do you know all the things I want already. I would tear down my walls to let you see inside. Let you in and search to see all that I have hidden. I will trust you to know the me that I had forgotten. |
| I will never tire of your flesh. Just the sight is enough dear. My yearning to touch can wait. Your body is the desert for us. We shall get there in time love. Wants I have for us are true. Desire strong I cannot describe. No need to worry about needs. A hold on you to last night long. To see if we last before we go. No time limit so no need to rush. See if you like the me you know. I stumble into thoughts of you. Days mixed with sweet dreams. Your parts I like show me more. My ways will reveal themselves. Please hold for passions Darling. No hurry to hustle we got time. Lets lay into one another for now. Arms wrapped and legs mingle. Your flesh already mine to take. Mine is yours to fully engulf. Leaving the challenge of time. Waiting to be inside of you. Easier with you always in my mind. |
| I am sorry I knew it would not last. But so did you. My ways you wished to change would not. The days and how I did them was fine. What happened to you knowing me? Did you believe that we could be different. I wanted love and so did you. Even the best magic is temporary. A trick we could have made last. Just not forever like you wished. If that was your goal then why me? Its not that your not worth it. Maybe the rules that come along. Did we have fun like I thought. Was that squirm real? |
| On the couch we kiss. Hands move round. Cloths fall to floor. Mouths lock tight. Lips lock on low. Taste long and deep Your moisture is fine. Tongue twirls both. Back of throat deep. Lips take lips round. Slick it lets me in you. My head enters heat. A rock of pelvis goes. The feelings real. Nails drag along flesh. No holding back. Our releases continue. Into you, you on me. |
| Give me your hand and let us walk awhile. Lend me your ear and listen to my words. My wants for us are grand and long term. Our journey should be great you and I. A love that is rare for two people to share. Points are taken in stride and your great. You know my ways and accept me no less. Never has a person tried to get me so well. I could lay with you and hold you very close. We could even make love for the whole night. But you are not the one who I want for forever. Not claiming I know it all and so very sorry. My heart breaks for not being able to lie to you. Giving me it all is what is your goal in all this. Mine is to figure myself out and why I cannot. I would never hurt you except for this way. |
| I promise not all my thoughts are that of lust. There are many other things I like about you. Its not always about the way we fit together. Rarely does it end without us under covers. Pushing your hair out of your face I fall hard. Some thoughts of how I want you for forever. Other about you taking you, thinking of me. Arms wide to accept me for the ways I are. Legs open too as my face enters your mind. Our walks and talks that are deep for hours. Hands interlocked turned to hands held down. A look of love that makes a move on my heart. Not all the memories are that of our bodies wet. Forgotten are the worries of finding a new love. I promise to think of your thoughts with you. To find the page your on and read full before. But I cannot stop the hands that wander you. No want to finish with the way you start on me. Nights of lust leads to long slumbers beside you. |
| What did you do last night. I felt a tremble with you gone. My thoughts swirled and worried. Quick and without depth about all. Your hands bound in anyway. Sick with thoughts of wrongs. Your face enters my fears fast. Another you may have found. A flip or adjust will not help me. Light box talks but no distraction. The phone works as I checked. From dear are you ok to hate. A message out should be enough. Yet here I sit and worry fully. Wrongs placed upon you. The movie of our life flashes. But you in another hold. Trust no more that was big. Disassembled maybe too fast. Accusations fly as you come in. My worries need not your story. Until the tears come on strong. Disappointment in my heart. Left alone to think to myself. What did you do last night. |
| Kissing. There is always that. It can be so much. Too much. Just kissing. Lips and tongue. Laps around. Maybe teeth click. Its a kiss. But more, much. There is breathing. Heavy drawn. Speed shutters. Bumps run length. Passion filled. They move. They always do. Collar bone and neck. Your ear feels. Mix senses. Dizzy from it. Short of thoughts. Addictive. They leave want. Insides warm. Tingles cover full. Loss of control. I want in. While we kiss. |
| Did you find me. The pieces you desire. Did you see the truth. Or just the shadows. My form is in your mind. Our shape in the light. Moving and coming round. Is this really what you want. A thought may be needed. Time will go fast but too. Did you feel me. The parts I put inside. Did the ridges move you. Spread you wide. Plunge into one another. We two can be one. Opposites who conform. I was lost as were you. We stumbled before. Now fall into arms. Did you hear me. My truths I speak. Did I make you warm. |
| A little validation is all that I really need. Yet settling for a random partner won't do. No long term lover, just a friend for all time. Look into my eyes and seek to know all of me. Without need to cage me and not a jealous bone. Understand or at least act the part while I speak. Hang on to my sleeve and words for our moment. I am important and the only thing on their mind. Love, yes I want love but without restrictions please. To a show or just a late night knock with dinner made. My muscles sore and the hands kneed me to my center. Advice that is as true as all that comes from them. No typical lover will do on my journey that I current on. See I have a list of my demands before I am down. Lust me they would for my talks on our place inside. No objectifying me because what we have just is right. Hurt feelings mean little if they come at all with the one. To act like there is something more to hold us than sex. Unafraid of another notch we are true with what we say. Pleasantries aside for days we can speak free of all. Why must we control the ones we claim to so desire. To clench their wings tight to stop them from flight. Suffocate with accusations and wants that I do not. I am ok with being the catalyst to the new one they love. Never to have tasted the juice yet will always favor the fruit. |
| Its ok not to love them the same way anymore. No need for the self degradation they did it too. Everyone knows that your not supposed to stop. Yet those ones that have, know your pain as well. To care and still say no is hard when they cry out. They may beg or plead and say that it will change. But that is no reason to continue to lie out right. Some how feel that you are too ready to move on. Do it, and then see how the self respect comes back. Joy for yourself and not hidden away in the sheets. To not find another to fill you they must find out. Just for you is why the truth must come from lips. Stand strong and do not waiver in the way you feel. Its ok not to love them the same way anymore. No need to live a life that is not the one you want. |
| I promise I tried. My head knows you. My body feels us. I want to be in love. You are the one. Just not for me. Its not you babe. This hurts bad. Why can't I fall. We cannot be. Please don't hate me. Lets be friends. I want the best for you. That is not me dear. Please don't cry. I want to want you. I need to need you. But I cannot do it. Act, you want me to. I cannot fool me. The way you are. Not enough. Why you must know. But I do not even. I want you. Just not forever. Lets hold hands. One last time. Unconditional is gone. Now a lonely walk. But at least its true. |
| Heavy my weight sits atop you. In the dark you can see clear. Exciting and fleshy is all of this. Steamy yet delightful we are. Moving rough and pleasing full. voluptuously sexy and smart. Breath stimulating my moves. Lewd my libido that travels deep. X-rated textiles I rub with me. Lustful and stirring until the end. |
| You want my force and know no violence. That is not the way you will wind up hurting. Strapped to my bed left to my own thoughts. Would you mind if I zipped the leather mask. Adorned your flesh with bites, neck to navel. My fingers to pull you nearly to being apart. Just before pain I take extreme the pleasure. Rough around your edges and smooth inside. You pass on the point that I will not hear yours. For me you say and you will get the utter joy. To pounce or pound is my choice you just take. Feelings set aside for the want to know mine. A claim that you can take it in all my ways. Physical not for you by me but you will take. Longing for more I will go only for my time. That is when you will truly be finished off. |
| I will never tire of your flesh. Just the sight is enough dear. My yearning to touch can wait. Your body is the desert for us. We shall get there in time love. Wants I have for us are true. Desire strong I cannot describe. No need to worry about needs. A hold on you to last night long. To see if we last before we go. No time limit so no need to rush. See if you like the me you know. I stumble into thoughts of you. Days mixed with sweet dreams. Your parts I like show me more. My ways will reveal themselves. Please hold for passions Darling. No hurry to hustle we got time. Lets lay into one another for now. Arms wrapped and legs mingle. Your flesh already mine to take. Mine is yours to fully engulf. Leaving the challenge of time. Waiting to be inside of you. Easier with you always in my mind. |
| He may be new. Even a little sharp. My style still controls. Maybe always will. Sure is nice to have. His bodies not mine. You remember nightly. A touch that should. No fulfillment is fine. Does he know. Temporary is raw. A fix to get through. Eyes closed we meet. Blind to whos on top. Why not find the one. We know its not me. There is one though. I thought you learned. Honest hurt you. Truths would hurt him. Seems wrong to me. But its your habit. Satisfied by wants. The need for needing. Who do you think about. It is what you want. But with my body. |
